I DON’T KNOW

For me, it’s……….

This post is a continuation of the questions post, just in case you didn’t know or if you haven’t read it yet. But anyway, let’s begin here. As I was typing, for me, it’s a big fat yes! I’ve got some pretty big dreams inside my head. I’ve got my own thoughts and ideas on how I want my life to be. But, I don’t know if it’s going to come true, if I’m crazy to have such unrealistic dreams in my head…
I don’t know where my life is heading. I have no idea who I’m going to turn out to be, seriously, I don’t know. Speaker? Writer? Singer?? All of these??? Jobless? And, am I going to be able to have enough money to support my own self? There’s like a bajillion questions in my head, that starts with, “How?”, “When?”, “What?”, “Who?”, “Where? and it always ends with a, “I don’t know!”

I do know, that no matter what questions I ask, no matter what’s in my mind and no matter what the future brings, I know my God is in control. I don’t know, but He knows my future. And I may not know what is His plans for me yet, but I do know that there is one, and He has it all planned out for me.

“For I know the plans I have for you.” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future…” -Jeremiah 29:11

Yes, without a doubt, I know, I believe, I trust and I understand that He will be with me, holding my hand and leading me to wherever He may take me in life. And you know what? I am so thankful that I do not need to go through this crazy (or in chinese… this siao life) thing called, “life” all by myself, all by my own strength (which I won’t have at all without Him). I mean, I’ve done it before, going through life by myself and trust me, it ain’t pretty.

“Thank You for always watching over me. Thank You for always loving me. Thank You for always being patient with me and forgiving me. Thank You for all that You’ve done for me and still continue to do for me. Thank You for changing my life. Ultimately, thank You for sending Your Son, Jesus to die on the cross for such a person like me, and now I have all eternity with You (this is the ultimate future of mine)!”

Thank you for reading!

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