You see, I actually didn’t want to do this, revealing my heart’s desire for my future. Why? I didn’t want people thinking that I’m disillusion, crazy, being unreal and fantasizing on things that ain’t gonna happen. My dreams, I’ve always kept it to myself for years. Never told anyone, not a single soul and inside my head, the things that I think about, it has always been between me and God, other than that I told no one. As I said before, I was afraid to speak my dreams. It was too crazy, too big, too unreal to tell anyone.
This year, things started to change though. And I thank God for the change, because now, I have decided to reveal all that has been in my head for years. I want to do it because, I want to write to my future self and let my future self know what my mission and my vision was, when I was 23 years old. I also want to do this because, this is my website, about my life story, so it makes a lot of sense for me to write about my mission and visions. Right?
Finally, wether you think it’s unrealistic or not, it doesn’t matter to me anymore, I’m still going to type it out anyway. It is time I let it out. I mean, after all, I’m already letting out a lot of things in this website of mine. So, what’s to worry about if I let out some more things. Right?
What are my visions? What are my dreams in life? What does my heart “really” want to do? Who do I “really” want to be?