I had a dream and I can safely say that I still have that same dream today, but I can’t say that it has always been this way. It hasn’t always been in progress and I haven’t always been hundred percent sure of it. Previously, before this site came about I tried, a few times actually, but each time I started on it, each time I would stop. The hard work that I needed to put in overwhelmed me. True, this project has been and is a dream of mine and I actually want it to come true. I want it to be a reality. Instead of just a fantasy in my head, but for a long time I wasn’t willing to work hard on it. Plus, to top it off, I wasn’t sure I could actually do it. I wasn’t sure that a girl like me was cut out to work on something gigantic as this! I felt so far away from it. So tiny standing next to it. You know what I mean? So my usual style is to give up lah (Malaysian accent). For a long time project B was, well, dead. I shoved it in the corner and for a long time it was just collecting dust.
One day I was in the kitchen with my mum and this project B thing came up. I can’t remember how it came up, but for some reason what my mum said that day made me think. To cut the story short, here I am now writing about this project, because I am working on it now. This time it’s for real! Yes, I am still very aware of the looong and haaard work that it involves, but this time I am doing things differently. This time I have a secret weapon (thanks to my mum) to help me. This secret weapon is gold (not the actual gold)!
Well, that’s about all I can tell you for now. See you at the next post.